Dinner

Yesterday I was trying to cook dinner
but my father-in-law was also cooking dinner.
I boil the veggies and he helped me checked it.
I bbq the meat and he helped me flipped it.
Is he just showing me how to do it correctly
or does he want to cook dinner by himself?
I told my husband later when he got home from work
that I just stop cooking dinner because I felt weird.

Baby Blues

I've been feeling light pressure from almost everyone around me.
Loved ones, friends, and families.
It's almost a year since I got marry.
People don't need to tell me to have a baby.
I kind of want one anyways, I mean I plan to have kids of my own.
My husband doesn't want to have one yet because
He thinks I only want one now because I'm bored.
I mean, that could be a reason.
I'm 25 years old. I think it's time to have my first kid.
I only want like 2 to 3 max. Okay maybe 4.
I don't want my first kid at 30.
I was hoping not to have anymore after 40 years old.