Being inspire by others

Sometimes I need to see other people do things to inspire me because I've lost sight.

My husband married me for who I am but here I am trying so hard to change who I really am to please other people.

I've come to learn the hard way that it doesn't matter what you do. People will never be satisfy. People will always judge you. People will always talk. 10 right goes unnoticed but one wrong does. I should have never try to change who I am.

They say to fake it until you make it. That doesn't have to apply to everything literally. Lesson learned.

Agreeing only because I can't disagree

This weekend is Sea Game.
Sea Game in general is a boring event for me.
I don't care for the sports or the entertainment.

Since I'm home every day I wanted to go out and do something.
Sea Game was the perfect excuse to go out of town.

I might take staying home for granted, I don't know.
He didn't want to go because his side of the story is different.

I mean, I get it. He works hard and needs downtime.
Since he work Monday through Friday
he enjoys doing nothing at home on the weekend.
I on the other hand stays home every day
so I want to do something when he's home on the weekend.

You see our problem here?

He doesn't understand why I would want to go to such
a boring event in another town especially when he knows I don't care for it.

I guess I only agree to stay home because I really couldn't disagree.
I really don't care for the event. If I didn't why would I go?

So I ended up staying home with him.