Cooking

Everyday when I wake up and sometimes before
I go to bed I stress about what to cook.
Knowing that I am an indecisive person
and just the fact that I know that I don't know what I want
stresses me out even more.

The only two things I know how to cook by myself
are simple stir fry and basic grilling.

Totally regret not learning while living with my mom
but to be honest it really can't be helped with how I was raised.

I had my sister-in-laws and my older sisters.
There were food on the table when I got home from school
and on my weekend while my older sisters cooked
I helped with the small stuff like rinsing the vegetables.

I baked my first batch of cupcakes during Easter 2014,
which was the first year that I got marry.
My mom thought that baking was a waste of time and that
if I was to bake then I might as well cook a real meal for the family.

I hope one day I can become a good cook like my mom, sisters and sister-in-laws
but also know how to bake delicious sweets and desserts for my family.