First time for everything

There are always a first time for everything.
Sometimes when you think that you've done it all
it comes right at you in ways you never expected.

However, this I knew I had never done before
and to be honest with you I was a little nervous.

On May 26, 2018 I killed my first chicken!

This is certainly something to be celebrated.
I am officially the second daughter in my family
to have killed a chicken (to eat, not abuse.)

I think I'll be okay now. I used to worry about
killing chickens for myself during my 30 day diet.
However, I have confident in myself and know
that I will truly be okay without my mom.

I'll always be thankful to my in laws for their
help. But life as a wife has taught me that
only I can truly help myself because
people won't always be there for me.